Fuck. Fuck this! Fuck you! I’m doing this anyway! You cannot stop me!
This is not a hack. I am just psyching myself up to write more. Maybe just for ten minutes today, though. Ok.
I have a flu bug and if you tapped me I would be hollow right now. I really hope I can go back to work tomorrow because I like eating and buying ugly clothes. But since I am here, I will write a little. FUCK YOU, anxiety and self-doubt.
I want to talk about something else but my brain is pretty one-track today. And a little white noise. I may end up deleting all of today when I am done.
This is a request and dedication to Krumpy, whose texts have been cheering lately, possibly not the intended effect: Don’t Smoke in Bed